Sabtu, 05 Maret 2011

HEART


two hearts joined
in the fate of love
two hearts break
on the wings of a dove

one heart still loves
still hopes still dreams
one heart hurts
one heart screams

the heart that loves
still hope still dreams
thats my heart
torn at the seams

the heart that hurts
the one that screams
that's his heart
torn at the seams

two hearts lost
a beloved lil dream
the hurt the pain
a never ending dream

the heart that's his
threw it away
the love the affection
an eventful day

two hearts joined
but ripped and torn
just as violent
as a winter storm

one heart still loves
still hopes still dreams
to one day fix it
and sew up the seams

but one heart still hurts
still cries still screams
that's his heart
with no more dreams

a heart confused
a heart in pain
that's his heart
a heart with no gain

two hearts broken
ripped at the seams
but two hearts joined
forever in there dreams

my heart hopes
that his heart sees
the love we share
was meant to be  

my heart waits
for his to return
my heart hopes
that his will learn

that my heart and his 
were meant to be....


     

Bryan Adams - Here I Am

FROM THE GARDEN OF HEAVEN




FROM the garden of Heaven a western breeze
Blows through the leaves of my garden of earth;
With a love like a huri I'ld take mine ease,
And wine! bring me wine, the giver of mirth!
To-day the beggar may boast him a king,
His banqueting-hall is the ripening field,
And his tent the shadow that soft clouds fling.

A tale of April the meadows unfold--
Ah, foolish for future credit to slave,
And to leave the cash of the present untold!
Build a fort with wine where thy heart may brave
The assault of the world; when thy fortress falls,
The relentless victor shall knead from thy dust
The bricks that repair its crumbling walls.

Trust not the word of that foe in the fight!
Shall the lamp of the synagogue lend its flame
To set thy monastic torches alight?
Drunken am I, yet place not my name
In the Book of Doom, nor pass judgment on it;
Who knows what the secret finger of Fate
Upon his own white forehead has writ!

And when the spirit of Hafiz has fled,
Follow his bier with a tribute of sighs;
Though the ocean of sin has closed o'er his head,
He may find a place in God's Paradise.

CINTA TERAKHIR



malam ini begitu indah
cinta ini begitu sempurna
kamu begitu mempesona
buat hidupku lebih berwarna

kamu hadir bagai hujan
yang datang di kala panas menghampiri
kamu buat hati ini lebih tenang
seperti air hujan yg membasahi bumi

aku mau kamu ada
aku mau kamu disini
aku mau kamu disisiku
aku mau kamu cinta terakhirku
aku mau aku cinta terakhirmu

Jumat, 04 Maret 2011

HINDU's NEW YEAR IN BALI

For the Hindu's New Year in Bali, people will stop any activities and refrain from any worldly activities. They will turn off all lights, fasting, stop working, and keeping away from entertainment.

Celebrating the Hindu's New Year of Saka in Bali has the deepest meaning of all. After all the glitters and shower of light throughout the year in hundreds of places of interest in the isle, the call for reborn should come in quiet and peaceful rhyme.

Nyepi comes in the ninth month of the Saka year and mostly takes place in March or in the beginning of April.

In Balinese Hinduism, the relinquishment is accomplished into several parts of worship. There are four rules known as Catur Brata Penyepian which guide the Hindus to refrain a while from worldly and physical activities.

First is the principle called Amati Geni. People are not allowed to set lights and fire for the whole day, that includes not burning or setting a stove on, and they can't cook for meals. Along with this purpose, they abstain from eating and drinking for 24 hours. In deeper reflection, this symbolizes turning the fire off in the five senses of the soul, along with any unscrupulous emotions. It brings up the other sensitivity from within one's spirit, and it enhances the quality of life.




The other actions of turning down corporal dealings are; not doing any work at all which is called Amati Karya, not going anywhere (Amati Lelungan), and avoiding any entertainment forms (Amati Lelanguan).

On Nyepi Day, the Hindus stay at home, but they are not supposed to listen to the radio, watch TV, speak to each other, answer telephones, or take in guests. Instead, they should lay and meditate in darkness, or have prayers at their own pura called merajan (little house-shrine in the front part of the home) to work out on the inner part of their spiritual life.

It is very quiet on the street and it is impossible to go anywhere even for other communities who are exempt from the rite. The Ngurah Rai International Airport and all harbor accesses to Bali are closed. The airport will only allow overfly flights, transfer, or emergency landing, while public services such as hospitals and transportations for the sick and other emergency cases will be on the restricted judgment of village chiefs.

As a lot of visitors could not do anything else in the island, they will have to stay in the hotel and find their own activities day.

The Hindus in Bali are strongly religious. All ages, except babies seem to be wholeheartedly bound to the observance of the prayer. Women wear kebaya and have their hair twisted while men appear in white with udang (traditional headdress) on their head. They will march under golden yellow sunshades which are meant for ritual ceremonies.


To set up the execution of Catur Brata Penyepian, all figures of worship and sacred utensils must be cleaned up to the oceans in Melis or Melasti ceremony. Upon the cleaning, Melasti is aimed to wash up human soul from dirt and sins. The Hindus believe that it is the power of nature that will take all the agony and refresh the soul. It is important to sip something from the ocean, that ocean is full of waves, just like the world life, where humankind should find the essence of life from within.

The procession itself is a rich and special eye-catching event for the tourists, especially before the D-day blackout. Bali could be fussed with traffic jams up to a day before Nyepi. In grand puras, women flooded the shrines bringing offerings on tall baskets on their head. Some people walk stretching out a long sheet of yellow and white cloth known as "The Bridge of God".

Gamelan (brass musical instruments) and barong (kind of Balinese mystical puppet) are also the sacrosanct figures to scour on the beach. The gamelan bands march and play along the street, escorting barongs, fruit, rice, and natural food transported in garnished carriers, heading to the head-waterfront puras such as Tanah Lot, Goa Lawah, or Kuta. After prayers and rituals confronting the sea, preachers will splash all the equipments with the holy water, and bless them to the next use for the following year.

And one day before Nyepi, there is the Tawur Kasanga ceremony. The ceremony is held in every place of the island, from the front yard through the city pura.

Every house has merajan to adorn with Panca Warna offerings. Sanggah cucuk of bamboo cane are positioned against the door to display colorful gifts of sacrifice, such as "˜ketupat' (cooked rice in square of coconut leaves), tumpeng (cone rice), chicken and other food, and rice wine, liquor, and water presented under the bamboo.

This Tawur Kasanga is aimed to please the natural environment, to inspire the Hindus to always care for the ecosystem, as that's what a balance in life should be like. According to Wiana in his book Yadnya and Bhakti, tawur means to return or to pay on something; that people should also give nature a sincere present, as human beings seem to take so much from the environment all the time. Hindus are taught to let go of the materialism and avarice but to make it simple: to take but also to give.

In parts on cities, tawur will continue with Ngrupuk as the sun goes down. Here, every member of the family has his and her own ritual to start noise around the house bringing torches and sprinkle rice over the alleyways.

In cities and bigger villages, people parade a huge sculpture called ogoh-ogoh, a colorfully clad wooden scary face representing the supernatural giant Bhuta Kala or the power of evil. The giant will be danced in the vibrant gamelan music and soared around the village for a while. To the end of the rite, they will blaze it on fire to get rid of the wicked power represented by the giant figure.

Then the next day, when the tranquility comes, Nyepi is really a solitude day. A day renouncing from the normal clamor is meant for looking through a more advanced quality in the future life. If one could see it through, he or she will be able to let go of the wrong, penetrate the peace into his or her mind, and start the dharma, something that most people dream of a new life.

BALI's DAY OF SILENCE




Every religion or culture all over the world has their own way to define and celebrate their new year. For example, the Chinese have the Imlek year and to celebrate it, have, as they called it in their own language, "Gong Xi Fat Choy". The Moslem societies have their Muharam year, and any of the people over the world using the Gregorian calendar, celebrate the New Year on January 1st.
The same thing also occurs in Bali, however the Balinese use many different calendar systems. They have adopted the Gregorian calendar for business and government purposes. But for the endless procession of holy days, temple anniversaries, celebrations, sacred dances, building houses, wedding ceremonies, death and cremation processes and other activities that define Balinese life, they have two calendar systems. The first is the Pawukon (from the word Wuku which means week) and Sasih (which is means month). Wuku consists of 30 items starting from Sinta, the first Wuku and end up with the Watugunung the last one. The Pawukon, a 210-day ritual calendar brought over from Java in the 14th century, is a complex cycle of numerological conjunctions that provides the basic schedule for ritual activities on Bali. Sasih, a parallel system of Indian origin, is a twelve month lunar calendar that starts with the vernal equinox and is equally important in determining when to pay respect to the Gods.
Westerners open the New Year in revelry, however, in contrast, the Balinese open their New Year in silence. This is called Nyepi Day, the Balinese day of Silence, which falls on the day following the dark moon of the spring equinox, and opens a new year of the Saka Hindu era which began in 78 A.D.
Nyepi is a day to make and keep the balance of nature. It is based on the story of when King Kaniska I of India was chosen in 78 A.D. The King was famous for his wisdom and tolerance for the Hinduism and Buddhism societies. In that age, Aji Saka did Dharma Yatra (the missionary tour to promote and spread Hinduism) to Indonesia and introduce the Saka year.
The lead upto Nyepi day is as follows:
  • Melasti or Mekiyis or Melis (three days before Nyepi)
    Melasti is meant to clean the pratima or arca or pralingga (statue), with symbols that help to concentrate the mind in order to become closer to God. The ceremony is aimed to clean all nature and its content, and also to take the Amerta (the source for eternal life) from the ocean or other water resources (ie lake, river, etc). Three days before Nyepi, all the effigies of the Gods from all the village temples are taken to the river in long and colourful ceremonies. There, they have are bathed by the Neptune of the Balinese Lord, the God Baruna, before being taken back home to their shrines.
  • Tawur Kesanga (the day before Nyepi)
    Exactly one day before Nyepi, all villages in Bali hold a large exorcism ceremony at the main village cross road, the meeting place of demons. They usually make Ogoh-ogoh (the fantastic monsters or evil spirits or the Butha Kala made of bamboo) for carnival purposes. The Ogoh-ogoh monsters symbolize the evil spirits surrounding our environment which have to be got rid of from our lives . The carnivals themselves are held all over Bali following sunset. Bleganjur, a Balinese gamelan music accompanies the procession. Some are giants taken from classical Balinese lore. All have fangs, bulging eyes and scary hair and are illuminated by torches.The procession is usually organised by the Seka Teruna, the youth organisation of Banjar. When Ogoh-ogoh is being played by the Seka Teruna, everyone enjoys the carnival. In order to make a harmonic relation between human being and God, human and human, and human and their environments, Tawur Kesanga is performed in every level of society, from the people's house. In the evening, the Hindus celebrating Ngerupuk, start making noises and light burning torches and set fire to the Ogoh-ogoh in order to get the Bhuta Kala, evil spirits, out of our lives.
  • Nyepi
    On Nyepi day itself, every street is quiet - there are nobody doing their normal daily activities. There is usually Pecalangs (traditional Balinese security man) who controls and checks for street security. Pecalang wear a black uniform and a Udeng or Destar (a Balinese traditional "hat" that is usually used in ceremony). The Pecalangs main task is not only to control the security of the street but also to stop any activities that disturb Nyepi. No traffic is allowed, not only cars but also people, who have to stay in their own houses. Light is kept to a minimum or not at all, the radio or TV is turned down and, of course, no one works. Even love making, this ultimate activity of all leisure times, is not supposed to take place, nor even attempted. The whole day is simply filled with the barking of a few dogs, the shrill of insect and is a simple long quiet day in the calendar of this otherwise hectic island. On Nyepi the world expected to be clean and everything starts anew, with Man showing his symbolic control over himself and the "force" of the World, hence the mandatory religious control.
  • Ngembak Geni (the day after Nyepi)
    Ngembak is the day when Catur Berata Penyepian is over and Hindus societies usually visit to forgive each other and doing the Dharma Canthi. Dharma Canthi are activities of reading Sloka, Kekidung, Kekawin, etc.(ancient scripts containing songs and lyrics).
From the religious and philosophy point of view, Nyepi is meant to be a day of self introspection to decide on values, eg humanity, love, patience, kindness, etc., that should kept forever. Balinese Hindus have many kind of celebrations (some sacred days) but Nyepi is, perhaps the most important of the island's religious days and the prohibitions are taken seriously, particularly in villages outside of Bali's southern tourist belt. Hotels are exempt from Nyepi's rigorous practices but streets outside will be closed to both pedestrians and vehicles (except for airport shuttles or emergency vehicles) and village wardens (Pecalang) will be posted to keep people off the beach. So wherever you happen to be staying on Nyepi Day in Bali, this will be a good day to spend indoors. Indeed Nyepi day has made Bali a unique island.